>> Saturday, June 27, 2009
Why does it always seem, that when I talk about something that hasn't happened yet, or if I tell something I am excited about, it fails.
I think that I have disappointed him, he hasn't sent any messages since last night. I am overwhelmed with sadness, despair, anger and regret. Why does it always have to be me suffering. When I meet someone I really like, shit happens. It's either me blowing things up or him leaving me with no explanation whatsoever. I really don't know what is wrong with my love life.
I have always said to myself that it's never my fault, and it's their loss, but at the end of the day, I can't help but wonder, why me? why does this always happen? I want to give up already. I really want to...I think I need to work now. Get a new diversion.
They say that I should not look for him because he'll come, maybe...I should really stop looking.
I have always said to myself that it's never my fault, and it's their loss, but at the end of the day, I can't help but wonder, why me? why does this always happen? I want to give up already. I really want to...I think I need to work now. Get a new diversion.
They say that I should not look for him because he'll come, maybe...I should really stop looking.
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